Schoolless Girl

The girl having a shy expression belongs from the Mushar Community and so she can't be enrolled at school.

#OUT_OF_SCHOOL_CHILDREN 

Chandrama , the ambitious girl asks "Is it necessary to be at school if  I can struggle to learn the letters?" 

schoolless

मैं

हं, वहीं दुर, कहीं दुर

मैं खुदसे जब दुर थी

युहीं कहीं मजबुर थी,

देखा करती थी राह

मैं अपने लिए,

कास मैं, अपने पास होती

कास मैं, खुदके साथ होती

और समझलेती,

“मैं कौन हुं, मैं क्या हुं?”

मुस्कुराती, खुदकि परिचय से

लिखसक्ती मैं अपने आत्मशब्द,

और बतासक्ती सबको

“मैं कौन हुं, मै क्या हुं?”

पढ सक्ती अपनी लकिर,

लिखसक्ती अपनी तकदीर,

और सुनासक्ती

“मैं कौन हुं, मै क्या हुं?”

नजाने क्युं मै खुदसे अन्जान थी,

एकही सवाल मेरी जुवान थी,

सवालो मे डुबी जिन्दगी, मेरी पैहचान थी

बडी अजीब सि सवाल मे अट्की हुई मेरी प्राण थी।

तभि तुम आए,

मुस्कुराते,

मुझे मेरी परिचय बताने,

जिन्दगी जिनेको दो शब्द सिखाने,

जो मुझको मुझसे परिचित बनाया,

और मिठे शब्दों मे सम्झाया,

“मैं कौन हुं, मै क्या हुं।”

फिर प्यारसे सम्झाया

“न मैं सवाल हुं, और न जबाब हुं”

न मैं तकदीर कि गुलाम हुं,

न मैं किसि खिची लकिर कि पैगाम हुं,

मैं अलग हूं सबसे अलग,

मैं केवल मैं हुं,

जो अपनी लकिर खुद बनाए, मै वही धार हुं

जो सुन्दरताकी आभाष कराए, मै वही श्रींगार हुं

मै केवल मेरी आकार हुं,

मै केवल मेरी प्यार हुं,

एसे ही तुमने मुझे दिखाया

“मैं कौन हुं, मै क्या हुं।”

Purpose of Life

With each sip of tea specially, I am drowned by the question ,”What does it mean to live? What is the purpose of being alive?” May be not only me most of us have been facing the same question within our heart. The question keeps much haunting all of us, while being a bachelor student or moving ahead with a job. When we are encountered with failures the question gains much power within it. Because, we stop finding the reason behind being alive. Obviously none of us wants to fail, so we keep asking the unanswered one to us, “What is the purpose of living? What is the purpose of life?”

But when we get over all dreams and aims, the question is as simple as it should be. It would never haunt us. It’s the type of question which should be asked all the time with you. Yes! You are a human being and probably an adult or youth. You are living the era of competition and comparison. There must be any purpose behind your life which must prove your aliveness.

Getting the purpose becomes much tough when we start searching it. We search it in our work, is this the purpose for which I was born? We search it at our casual activities, the earnings, the position achieved and many more places. But once we start searching the answer the question becomes more vague and broad. It questions all the awards we have achieved, all the degrees and all those what we worked for. This accident used to be with me all the time, when I too looked for the answer.

Once I dropped my question, there was the beside me always alive with me. May be all of us can feel different purpose of their life in themselves. But I find it different. The purpose of my life is defined when I was born, actually when I was born as a human. Yes! I am I human and my purpose of life is simply practicing humanity. If I earn some money then it must be used for the activities defining humanity. If I learn something it must turn my humanity.

If I am a doctor, I must treat my patient like it’s my own wound. If I am an artist my arts must talk others heart can make them alive. I must be the reason behind the smiles and laughter. Practicing humanity as much as I can. There is a single purpose of being alive, make others alive either they make you alive or not. Once I started doing this job, I was never haunted again. My life have been the answer of all other questions. Aliveness is not about being alive, it’s all about making alive. Make your aliveness a flavor of everyone’s life. Make effort, at anything you perform, like you are performing for humankind. Don’t make aliveness a question. Let it be the answer of all.